Sofia, it's complicated.

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

bored !
freaking bored lahhh .
3 periods doing NOTHING in this boring class.
(1 period=50min)

why i'm not doing anything ? i dropped this subject for my o lvel. a troublesome subject where you have to do a at least 40 pages of coursewok. crazy !
thats the reason i dropped this subject. actually i'm not allowed to use the com, pegi mampos ah, mendak siull.
it's going to be a long day today for me. sch ends at 2.30pm. then there will be a physics test conducted later on after sch which ends at 4pm. go home straight, then go tuition which ends at 9pm. fuuuhhh !!

yesterday was lf gathering, settling the problem between dolly & kiddo and rini & mira. too bad not everyone turn up. dolly, ida, kiddo, lolly, me, mira and biel turn up. gegerl, rini and nunu did not turn up. good thing, dolly and kiddo got back together. after that, me and sam went to phoenix lepak with harfian and his one&only nyemi. cute couple you know. last long.

thats about it, update soon aites.

♥ 8:51 AM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

eh hello .
dgr2 kaw bobl psal ako?
tak pasal ah,
cermin diri kaw dulu seblom bobl psal ako.
kaw ckap gitu psal ako?
eh, padahal kaw lagi terok dari aku la siul !
bodoh eh kaw, kaw ckap gituk kat orang,
kaw piker drg akan ckap yg aku niek lagi dashat dari kaw?
please lah eh, drg pon tawu yg kaw lagi terok dari aku.
drg kutuk kaw lagi rabak ah.
everyone has its own limits.
ingat jek ah, ako ade simpan BANYAK rahsia kaw,
klaw kaw over ako pei limit, thats it ah.
& btw, asl kene bobl blakang?
asal tanak bobl dpan ako jek.
ako ingatkan kaw TAKDE bobl psal ako?
haha, kate je nak berubah, tak ubah2 pon.

♥ 7:06 PM

Friday, July 25, 2008

greetings.
yeaaa , so life ? ntah la.
i'm now single but so not available ! i'm just taking a break from relationships, but yet, i still do love him. well i just came back from lepak-ing with sam's friends who most of them are gangster OT. seram seh ! i was like the youngest there, whereas they are like marriend and have kids. imagine a full body tattoo-ed man walking with his family happily and lovingly, how sweet. yeaa so, concentrating on my o lvl exam which is less than 3 months away. sooooo nervous! its like an exam to determine my future. hell yeaa i'm gonna study hard and get to the course that i wanted. hahaa .

so, LF is having some problems. the closest friend is now drifting apart. how i wish we could be more forgiving. Forgive And Forget.
sigh, i hope we can talk out our problems with each other, and forgive each other.
thats it yaww, update soon aite.

♥ 11:27 PM

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

yeaa man ,

its been a while since i've updated.

pretty busy uh.

after school, lepak, go tuition, go back home and sleep.

and that cycle repeats everyday,

sigh, o level examination is like less than 3 month away !
PANIC !!

well , yea, as you all know, i've broken up with sam,

yea, life has to move on.

hhaaa , nothing much laaa this past few days.

well , just enjoy the pics oke.

saturday nght

he was there too

dolly&fya

my kaki gerek.

♥ 10:32 PM

Sunday, July 13, 2008

Cultural Nite was okay.

nothing much.

went there with bf,last minute plan oi.

good thing, there's people he knew came. like hussein, babat & wanjo.

The performances are awesome. my favourite performance is The Story Of Ramayana performed by Regent ELDS and PHSA ppl. they're sooo good at acting these kind of stories.

you can see by their facial expressions, how they give their all out on that performance.

intermission.

went out for a smoke break.

everybody smoked. then dylaput came up to me, talking about her.

her and that guy, no comment lahh, lastlong jek. hahaa.

after cultural nite, me and bf went to phoenix. lepak with bf friends laaa.

gerek siaaa lepak with them,

reached home at about 3am.

Saturday comes and so the fun comes.

yeaaa baby, went to tuition with ida which ends at 5.30pm.

meet our bf -sam & yantoyol at yishun mrt. then go city hall to wait for dolly.

unexpectedly, the person that almost ruin my relationship with sam is there.

who? cannot tell laa, but i'm sure some of my fellow friends here know about this.

no comment bout her. ahaaa.

so, we bought smirnoff raspberry. big bottle siaa,

then off to fort canning to minom! wohhoooo.

many ppl were there, nak aku name kan sumer ke?

klaw ako ingat ahk,

dolly, ida, yantoyol, sam, wanjo, mc, nas, meng, achai(faiz), herman, qari, ader lagi laa.

luper laaa.

ahhaaa ,

yea, so today, me and bf planned to meet after his theory at BBDC.

cant wait lahh. imy d.

♥ 12:37 PM

Friday, July 11, 2008

dearest nurul & nuri,

meet me at blok mentah on monday 14 July at 2.15pm

we talk okehh, i dont to be enemies with you girls.

& only the three of us can?

tag if there is any amendments to be made.

thanks.

♥ 12:48 PM

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

its been a while since i update ,

so yeaa , many things happened since then.

Monday

firstly, on youth day i went to sentosa with bf.

& i bumped into many ppl seh,

like(regenites) a few tarian & movement and dance ppl, farah qilla, farah hanis, sylvia.

(outsiders)ainiciner.

hell yeah we had alot of fun. we went to tanjung beach rather than siloso or palawan.

just trying out the new tanjung beach since sentosa was renovated.

the place was very quiet. not many ppl were there.

i would say, its a nice spot for couples to hang out. yes it is for me.

after soaking ourselves in the water, we went to take a shower. it was almost 5.30 by then.

then we decided to spend a little bit of our money on skyride & the luge.

its at an affordable price of $10 for 1 trip of skyride & 1 trip of the luge.

since we're at siloso beach at that moment, we get to ride the skyride first then the luge.

the skyride trip was super romantic lahh.

its like just me and him, the view of the sea and the sunset.

BUT ader org tu penakot lahhh . hahaaa , we were like about 50-100m above the ground.

and he never let go of his grip to the metal thingy that secure us. hhaaa.

so , yea , thats for monday.

Tuesday,

hmm , back to school. nothing much.

same things happened. went to tuition with ida again (:

Wednesday.

was a restless day i guess.

no mood for classes, just felt like going home as soon as possible.

well, there's a dramatic incident happened just now, uhhuh , a fight.

between the HMRs and aiqal.

hmm , my opinion towards it was...its kinda lame.

haha, idk why.

everybody was soooo fanatic. funny pon ader seh.

people whom i thought a gentlemen in that school also get involved.

unbelievable.haha ..

everytime i witness a fight like just now, i felt that the matreps are soooo pengecut.

they are so brave when its comes to fighting and all, not thinking of the consequences.

when the consequences come, the will feel like 'paisey'.

agree?

i believe some people would agree that guys that got admitted to boys home are so called 'FIERCE' , ade name laaa, crap laa.

i think its just stupid to be proud of that.

they will have a bad record and will find it hard to get a job and all.

pfft , keh stop. hahaaa.

♥ 5:25 PM

Sunday, July 6, 2008

since there's some ppl who is nt happy with what i said in the previous post,

here's what i think of "HER" post ;

hmm, about that. why on earth does ppl like me is still living on this planet?
simple, its bcos, i deserve to live here .
god created me to live this planet, and so are you.
so dont insult god's creation.
making stupid rumours? rumours? its just rumours from other people's mouth
and not straight from my mouth. see? there's a difference.
did you hear it straight from my mouth?
oh crap! we didnt even talk, haha!
& oh, thanks for saying that i'm pretty, you know, you have a very sweet face. no joke babe.
ok so, hati mcm nangka busok?
hmm, lets see, what have i done, hmm ...
OH YA! we became like this is because i didnt lepak with you girls for just 1 day.
why i didnt lepak with you? oh its simply because i was busy studying for my mid-year exams.
tell me, is that a mistake?
i'm really one in a million? yeah, you too. not everyone in this world is the same.
i deserve to be crowned Miss MULOT TAKLE DIAM? omg! pls la,
you've been telling the whole school about me.
or are we talking about adam, aneh and betty? oh, btw you were there when betty told me
a sneak peek about 'that incident'.
mulot takle diam? i'm sorry, i just pity syafiqa at that time. i just have to tell her.
its so disgusting and unbelievable that i just cant refrain from telling her.
u regret all that? hmm, i kinda regret too, i thought you girls were understanding towards me and my studies. well, this is what i get, backstabbing and betrayal, yet, it's still my fault. haha.
thanks "sistas".
i will treasure those fun times we had.

and to feerah, this is my blog,

i have all the rights to say whatever i want to say.

i dont know who you are, you dont know anything bout me.

and i know that post was about me. its obvious.

saper yg sembarang tudo? aku ke kaw? kaw sendiri tak kenal aku per. asl kaw ckap aku tudo2?

prangai dont sak aku blang kaw.

♥ 11:42 AM

Saturday, July 5, 2008

ok ok , here's the best part ,

i finally found out what they've been talking about me all this time .

GOTCHA !! ahhaa ,

so , this is what she wrote on her blog :

sometimes i wonder,why on earth does people like you is still living in this planet

why?why?why?

making all this stupid rumores that might change the mindset of my bestest

guyfriends on me.

i know you're pretty and all,but hey.

kalau nak harapkn muka je yang lawa,tapi hati macam nangka busuk,tak

payah sudah.

you are really one in a million.

you deserved to be crowned Miss MULUT TAKLEH DIAM.

i regret getting to know you.

i regret having all my secrets with you.

i regret to even have this bond called "friendship".

i hate you babe,i really do.

welcome to my list :D

oh , and that's her . well , quite sweet . (:

same sch lahh .

lets just keep it short ; brani bobl blakang, tak brani bobl dpan.thanks "sistas"i deserve a better friend than you.

♥ 1:48 AM

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

what a day seh .
another day completed .
well , as usual . after sch , bf came to my hse , lepak2 .
&& we had another new quarrel session occured , ahaaa .
alaaaa , again we managed to work things out and we're back to normal .
ILY D .

then , went to tuition with ida .
tuition at yishun .. i know , tempat matrep ,
well , the tuition was quite good taw .
so , sesape nak tuition just inform me keh , hheeee .
& so , ida is super cute siaa ,
first time tuition kann . nak masok pon takot2 ,
and she kept smiling siaaa , cute kan ? ahhaaa ,

then , i found out bout other girls talking bout bf .
mcm2 seh , saket ati oi , you should understand lahh .
satu ckap bf sanggup tinggalkan fya untuk dyer , lagy satu ckp bf giler2 kan dier .
haishh .. saket ati seh .
but then , i know its all not true lahh .
see , trust is needed for a relationship to last long .
i trust you kay d .

well , i'm having my dinner now , mcdonald lahhh , hhee .
chalobeteh ~

♥ 10:43 PM

HAPPY 4 MONTHSARY DEAR !

yes , its our 4 months together since 020308 ,

sam , ily from the very start .
i know i'm not that perfect for you now .
but i can assure you that our relationship is going to be a wonderful one till eternity .
idk why , but i just love you sooo fcuking much !
every bit of you , the clothes you wear , the language you speak , YOUR HAIR (: ,
the scent of your adidas deodorant , the times you were only in your boxers .
i just love you lahhh .
& even if i quarelled like alot of times with you ,
i know , these are all tests of our relationship and i know we can break that barrier .
all we need to do is to be patient , give and take , forgive and forget . kan ?
hmms , well ,
lets just pray that we wont have such big fight ever again .
i seriously wanna be with you forever ,
I LOVE YOUH D !

♥ 12:04 AM

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

today was a major day to remember lahh .
i didn't went to sch , woke up late .
so , i decided to ask bf to come over to my house and spend quality time together .
well , like ppl said , every relationships has an up and down ,
yes , we quarelled . it was a BIG fight between me and him .
why we quarelled ? you dont have to know . haha !

alaa , eventually , we managed to work things out and we're super OK .
in the evening , went to starbucks coffee at bpp with bf till night .
blaja lahh . a few assignments not done yet .
i taught bf a few maths equation , hheee .
i really had fun with him lahh eh ,

and oh , credits to GEGERLBEBEY for creating this blog for me .
&& i'll post more okeh .

♥ 11:15 PM