Sofia, it's complicated.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

yeah, went to the F1 race on saturday.

enjoy the photos yeah.

cousin.

entrypass.

zouk

massa.

fast and loud.

my mama.

last but not least, me.

Labels: F1 nightrace in Singapore

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

T&G

yeahs , so, got a new haircut !

just bangs and a little bit of layered.

tell me what you think about it ?

& i'm in no mood to post a proper post. haha.

till here earthings.

lots of love.

♥ 10:59 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

it's time.

finally free.

like a dove which flew freely in the sky.

fly up so high.

to where it want to go.

to what i want to be.

since long ago & now finally free.

goodluck to you. (you know, i know, public don't know , haha !)

i know she will definitely replace me (:

me ?

nahh. not the right time yet. still searching though, hehs.

thats about it.
*senyum-senyum selalu*

[fya]

♥ 4:35 PM

hair cutted !

bangs bebeh !

watchout for me .

i look totally different !

post soon .

Labels: hair cut

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Monday, September 15, 2008

gy isap buah kambing .
haha !
assholes.

Labels: mati tanak.

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

Oh why cant I be what you need

a new improved version of me

but i'm nothing so good

no i'm nothing

just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs

of violence of love and of sorrow

i beg for just one more tomorrow

where you hold me down fold me in

deep deep deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you

I break in two

And each piece of me dies

And only you can give the breath of life

But you dont see me, you dont

Here i'm in between darkness and light

bleached and blinded by these nights

where im tossing and tortured til dawn

by you, visions of you then youre gone

the shock lifts the red from my face

when i hear someone's taking my place

how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel

when all, all that i did was for you

i break in two over you

i break in two

and each piece of me dies

and only you can give the breath of life

but you dont see me you dont..

now you see me

now you don't

now you need me

now you don't

Labels: From Autumn To Ashes -Autumn's Monologue

♥ 5:52 PM

another saturday night out !

hhaaa. well went to tuition which ends at 5.30pm, then went to cck back and headed to arab st.

we went sheesha-ing at arab st. went there with ex regenites.

it was super fun, they made me laughed till my stomach could almost burst.

and oh ! sam had moved on ! he went out with this girl named ezza. lastlong okays.

hmm, me ? nahh , staying single till i know i found that one hot hot guy who really loves me. THAT ONE. it must be exciting.

for now, relationships sucks big time ! hahaa.

will post soon (:

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

he said he dont want to contact me anymore,

happy now titi ?
now get the hell out of my blog and dont come back again .
thanks (:

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Monday, September 8, 2008

in a state of confusion.

bagaimana ?

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Saturday, September 6, 2008

its easy for you to say.

but its definitely not easy for me.

i loved u.

& i dont know if i can feel the same way too.

i had , but sometimes the truth just hurts, and you think its easy?

and WOW ! look at your friendster, girls email address and numbers fall on you.

you were also even close to this someone who hate me the most. u even believed to whatever he/she said.

u said you want to change, but all i see is the same ego boy who always wins in every fight we had.

you even lied to me, and when i found out u lied, got mad and said "k ah , senang jee, lupekan i"

and now i found out you didnt contacted him/her long time ago, its just a few weeks ago.
wth ?! u think its that easy ? it hurts taw.

when i was with yan , did i ever lied to you? think again.

you want to be secretive? i'm not that kind of person.

and your reason for not telling me those secrets is just "dulu u mane matair ngn i"

wahsehh , 1 guy vs like nearly 6 girls. amcm ckp?

dha laaa , i'm fuckin pissed off & hurt. i thought u want to change. kata-kata kosong.

& i noticed u trust others than me. its ok . its yourself. i cant avoid.

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Friday, September 5, 2008

fuuuuuckk !
i was on the phone with him just now.
& he told me that he is contacting with this girl .
i dont know why but suddenly, tears roll down my face.
am i over him or not ?
do i love him or not ?
aaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!
I'M CONFUSED !

laaaahhhh , i think he has really moved on now ,
and i guess i should do the same thing too .
it's heartbreaking boy when you told me you're contacting with her.
you don't know how it feels.

so yeahs, SERIOUSLY MOVING ON.
& i'm still crying ):
NO NO NO !
i have to be strong ! so what if he's moved on ? i can move on too you know .
like nunu said "takde boyfriend ? no problem."

♥ 3:37 AM

Thursday, September 4, 2008

ni gambar time ku nga stim during early march this year.

sam took this pic , jahat kan dier .

hhaaa.

dha tak stim lagy lah eh , hhaaa.

so i was bored , and just post a random one .

so today, tak puase , hheee .

sit at home jeee, then in the afternoon gitu my stomach cramp AGAIN,

pain siaaa , i cant even barely walk, its too painful

& i don't know what's wrong. saket gilerrr.

tomorrow will go out with lf.

gy buka sesame at geylang SERAI.

so yeah ,will update soon .

with love,

SOFIA

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