
Ya Allah,
sometimes i wonder , what is wrong with me ? i mean , yeah . you know what i'm talking about. Towards friends , families and umm boyfriends. I really want to be a better person here in your holy world. I'm sorry for ALL the sins that i've done. Now i'm trying to do the best that i could but i NEED your help to give me all the strength i need and help me pull this through together. My mind is abit awakened by now but i want to be totally waken up. I want the best for both me and my love ones. I want to be happy always , and i also want my loved ones to be happy. I want them to be loved , to be wealthy and to be healthy. I can't bear to see them suffer. I love my mum and i don't want her to be like that. I want her to be The Woman of The World. I love my grandparents and i want them to enjoy retirement. I love my girls and i want the best for them, i want to be their best. And please , make him be a better person and give me a sign on this. I want to be loved dear god. I want to feel love from my true soulmate. I want to be wealthy so that i wont have to worry about a thing. I want to be healthy so that things will go smoothly without a barrier. LASTLY I want the best for my mum and my grandparents. I love them ALOT. I want to see them die smiling because of me.
Amin.
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